ain't i bored? post another one more post for today. (: things is whirling in my mind once i offline,lying on bed thinking of some stuff till i went to sleep,woke up for dinner and online back again. staying at home is how you kill time? anyways, it had been 2month plus since i started work and i never have a good good sleep, one reason of course because i'm working, and another reason, i don't sleep well as im thinking of the other person that once came into my life. but today onwards, i will sleep well and will not be thinking of the person who once came into my life anymore, it's time to stop everything. i may be the one that still clings on you,am can't forget the past.
 whenever we chat on msn, i am just acting talking to you just as friends,because everytime you talked to me, memories is back.
i started to feel,can your words be trusted? it's hard to say, and hard to think. you told me this and told me that, all those stuff, had been whirling in my mind ever since 25112009 till today {01012010}. it had been a month plus since we broke up, yet i still can't give up on you. i will still think of you when im alone.): can anyone tell me,why am i still feeling the sadness,thinking of him,if he ignores me; im unhappy.

sorry guys, i don't know why the post that i posted is all about him again. what can i do? i still cry in the middle of the night at time because i can't forget the past and momories of him kept on appearing. i was told to be strong,to ignore him but still, i can't do it.

"I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw. I'm scared of what I did, of who I am."
"It's sad not to be loved, but it's much sadder not being able to love."
"Love knows no boundaries."