it's hard to say what life is going on.
i have nothing to post, yet i have something to say.
weird ain't i?
friends said im love sick. which i think i agree?
things isnt the same anymore.
the things that i had decided to do, yea, i will do it!
of course, the promises i'd made, i won't do it.
unless is something i think, is worth making the promises.
life can never be easy, yet we are going through happily like nothing happens.
whatever i said, i think is a bullshittt.yea??

i just LOVE emma,abigail,jinzhu,marcus,ivy and more for  MAKING MY DAY SO NICE HORS! (:
but really thanks larhs, if i don't have you guys to help or maybe i said, disiao, i won't have know he has a girlf.
for whatever it is, im not sad, because im happy ehs!? i don't take it to heart, because this year, is a NONO to relationships for me.
though i envy my friends or outsider that they can last for so long, yet my own past relationship, they won't last for more than 6 month, or maybe i say 3 months. think about it, i think i was so effing foolish in my 5 past relationships. at least im better last year, i only got one boyf whom actually played me, we patched and i was so effing serious in that relationship that after he and i broke up now, im still waiting for him.. but after 01jan, i have totally given up already, concentrating on my studdies right now, because i think what ever it is, studdies is more important than coming into a relationships. yea,my close friends will say, eunice will say all this, pigs can fly! because when i type them down, i don't do it in the past, but friends, remember! humanbeing changes their characteristic fast! anyways, im not pointing any faults at my last exboyf. (:



i smile, i change. nothing is like the past anymore.
not because of my last exboyf that why i change for him, NONO.
the way i want to go, is already decided.
(:

don't blame me for changing, because it isn't because of my last exboyf nor new friends that i'd made with my  friends in ITE that made me change. as what i said, humanbeing changes their characteristic fast.

maybe things had really gone different, as time goes, thinking is different already.

"I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw. I'm scared of what I did, of who I am."
"It's sad not to be loved, but it's much sadder not being able to love."
"Love knows no boundaries."