ME!;Ehosuwen.

Start a picture with my ownself. .

Life is good and bad at times for me,

. 

didn't gone through much obstacles together.

even though i want, but yet i can't control what is happening right now.

Since he wants to wash his hands off me, then why not i let go of him?

he's tired of everything, then i stop to let him being tired and i let go.

it wasn't a good decision for me, but if he's happy, i don't mind bearing those hurt and sadness.

Falling in love deeply for him wasn't his fault

I'm the one that want to.

I never had want to have a bad impression on him. 

I didn't play him at all, ALL ALONG.
THIS TIME, was because 

-he don't know what i want neither do i know what he want.

-he don't trust me neither do i trust him

-he bear to let me go because i think alot, which after he told me, i change.

Though i don't know if he's playing ones or not. i take it serious for this 3 sentence he ask/told me.

I knew him for 325 days.

Don't mean by typing this down, just to let you know.

School started on 12th April 2010.
April Intake Orientation on 12th,13th & 15th  April 2010.

every day's fine.

every day's good.

everyday's  smiling.

On 19th April 2010, officially Lesson Start.

was far too  back for BPF and still know nothing about it.
got to BUCK UP.

Went out with adwin and zhenyun. Watched Date Night and Home.

Today, 20 April 2010, BPF,EFC,S&W,Break,OSA

Lesson ended at 3pm. 

Movie with  Emma,Ivy,Abi and Zhuzhu
Watched Date Night the Second time.

Slacked awhile and Home.

Still Sad, Yet needs to smile and look alright.

I know i'll be fine as time passes.

It's always the same routine for me anyway.
only this way and have been decided.
want you to choose but i can't bear to.
won't have your embrace, won't have your sweettalks,
won't have your anything anymore.