guess what! i'm working tml from opening till closing, and oh hell, i'm going to be so much more tired!
On the first day of work i worked during June till now, tomorrow's going to be the first day i worked opening till closing! ): and of course, Dear is sick and i can't spend my time with him taking care of him. ): this is what hurts me the most... i can't be there for dear when he's sick and i'm working. oh damn it!
i will try to think of ways to find dear on saturday just to see him and to look after him before i goes to workin the evening again. and SUNDAY, i'm off! How i wish time passes fast!>:{

Dear went back to sleep again as i think he's going to get sick!
what can i doooo? how can i doooo?
i'm so worry about him. ): ): ): ):

"I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw. I'm scared of what I did, of who I am."
"It's sad not to be loved, but it's much sadder not being able to love."
"Love knows no boundaries."