2 days later i'm having my office wear test!
next thursday having my poa CA/ {unit 1-5}
the following week i will be having BEO CA.
See how busy i can be.
Still, i need to pack my old house things to move to my NEW HOUSE!
Counting down; 1 month and 6 days and welcome to my new house and everything newnewnew!!!!
and of course, projects!!! howhowhow?! so many things to catch up!!!!
so many things to do!!!!!
the time is not enough..... but still, life's gotta move on...):


my life of being a friend of her's, sucks this time round. i lost a friend that actually doesn't deserve anything from me again....we're strangers right from where she started everything.

Friends doesn't exist in my life for her.
Friends doesn't stop contact because of a small things.
and she's just so unreasonable.
i admit i tell everyone about her behind her back.
because i hated her so much, i can't wait to see her crying so deadly because of a guy she love so much.
i'm gonna wait for that day to hear story from my friends to tell me, and my heart will be laughing at her.
see how evil and straightforward i can be, when i hated that person sososo much...
She acted that a lot of guys like her...
she says that she doesn't want a relationship so soon
yet she's having one now.
i know i have no right, because that's what i always said but ended up i have relationship.
but at least now, i have a damn steady  relationship with my boyfriend.
I'm not trying to boost around of me having a relationship so steady now.
and i do quarrel with my boyffie. so what! every relationship do quarrel.
but well, i just hate her now.

"I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw. I'm scared of what I did, of who I am."
"It's sad not to be loved, but it's much sadder not being able to love."
"Love knows no boundaries."