In another 11 days, it's set to be our 1 1/2 years being together. How time flies~  I thank for having a good boyfriend compared to ex. I have never ever compared anyone of them with you, because they were all bastard. unlike you babyboy, though you hurt me, you shed tears, you feel angered,  we spite, we smile, we quarreled.but all this were just to prove if we're gonna go through all this obstacle. & yes baby, we did. <3

I really can't believe us to last till this long, but i believe we will always continue counting. and won't let others affect us. I always have the feeling of fear, but now i'm letting go slowly of the fear i'm having. upon how you treat and told me. you taught me a lot through the roads we've been, &  I know you won't have notice that you have prove me some thing i always think so...


In the past, you ask me if i ever trust you, & i told you i did. but it's your action that tells me some thing... but now i understand why. THIS IS YOU.  & thats what i'm so accepting of you. No matter what you did through action: hurts. you don't mean to, i understand now.

Now: Im letting go and accepting by what you are. trying to understand and know for my mistakes. because a little movement, makes a lifetime regrets. & it's so long as we are happy being together, that's the case.

love you babyboyf KTJM, 02 june 2010.

"I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw. I'm scared of what I did, of who I am."
"It's sad not to be loved, but it's much sadder not being able to love."
"Love knows no boundaries."