First, it was dear baby dragon's birthday on 12th sept 2012, so happy 19th birthday to him.. & after that, i went club to meet my girls. Surprisingly, i saw Bryan,TeckHeng&ZhengHui. Club together, & some things happen in between.

I know i'm in the wrong and i got so mess up with my feelings. If you know what happen between me and TeckHeng. 我和他是五年前的事了，我也不想要的。看到他，我感到好开心，他就象我的happy pills  一样。i know i got to have my feelings sort out. friends told me that my current boyfriend can give me that secure feel, but not my ex.五年前，我和他的关系不算什么，我愿意接受了，毕竟，我和他都分开了那么久。突然的他，我觉得不象我认识的他的五年前。变的比较gentleman。虽然我朋友都知道，只要我和他在一起，我甚么都不必担心，和他很快乐。

But afterall, everyone's choosing my bf.. supporting my bf. but after all, it's my choice. My choice to choose. either leave him or continue staying with him... I don't know. i choose to stay but my feeling's still not sorted out after 6 days.. :[ I don't know if it's a test for me and klein or what OR IT'S JUST ME. It's kinda making me feel so. AWWWWWWWWW! I need to have some getaway.

"I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw. I'm scared of what I did, of who I am."
"It's sad not to be loved, but it's much sadder not being able to love."
"Love knows no boundaries."