The life i had been through after turning 21, December 2014 isn't a good month for me, for good, 2015 JAN wasn't a good month either. No one knows what i had been through, People know me thinks i'm gullible. People don't know me thinks i have a wild heart. No one knows what i had been through for being so stupid. that kind of stupidity, no one knows but myself. Getting myself into trouble, emotionally trouble. Things may not seems so complicated like what i'm thinking,


Why people seek attention?, Why people ... sigh.... HOW SCARY CAN A HUMAN BEING BE.

Emotionally hurt, broke down to a limit no one knows...

All i need is time to get back the life i need.

I'm so afraid to move forward, that life i used to have was a wild one, but why of all people, ME?

I always tell myself i have learnt, BUT I KNOW I DON'T LEARNT, from every single things that happened to me time and again, I NEVER LEARNT.

People that knows, tell me why silly? why dig a hole for yourself and dig deeper? you deserve it. LOL...

WHAT I DID TO DESERVE ALL THESE SHIT. HOW FOOLISH CAN I BE. HOW STUPID CAN I BE. WHY ME?, WHY....

such an emotional post i posted for 2015...


Im sorry for what i had done for myself.
Im sorry for hurting myself.
Im sorry to myself...
sorry.... :[

"I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw. I'm scared of what I did, of who I am."
"It's sad not to be loved, but it's much sadder not being able to love."
"Love knows no boundaries."