I AM ONLY HUMAN.I HAVE FEELINGS. No matter if we play each other feelings, we just meet at the wrong time. if we are real, we will meet one day, that one day.AGAIN...

it's human nature, and you look back just thinking back of those good time memories and making no regrets in your life for that moment. That's something.

There may be a lot of shit happening in our life, but as long as we are allow that to come into our life, make us fall and learn and from there we pick ourselves up. YET I AM TELLING MYSELF NOW WHEN I COULDN'T STEP OUT OF THAT BUBBLE IM AFRAID TO STEP OUT TO.....


For my side of story, as long as i am able to see him "N" ....... i am happy. but i am hurting myself. i understand for the actions he had done and everything is in my brain, my memories that i want to keep and never forget. He may know a lot of people for the job he's working. but one sided love in my side though he knows that i like him ... you know? as usual, it is so simple to say i like you...he said that to me , should be sufficient... MEMORIES CREATED BY ME AND HIM, NO ONE KNOWS... HIS CHOICE TO TREAT ME, AND MY CHOICE TO TREAT HIM.... I AM NO ONE TO HIM, probably because people come and go in  our life, 


Maybe because me and N is just someone walking past in our both life and i thank him for the memories he gave to me and him... 

SAYINGS HAD BEEN GOING ROUND, LOVE IS BLIND. YES IT IS. SO BLINDED....

For a reason, i guess our life is so different because of you and me but we made the best memories by walking pass and leaving a mark behind to me or to you too PROBABLY. N... you may not see this and you may not understand and i am just someone not important to you... but i thank you for everything. those memories, though it will be normal for everyone working there, because my special feeling for you seems like it's only for me.. say that special feeling may be wrong that i feel that way..but i will miss you... Khun narak makmak, chan ruk khun,may not to the extend of love deeply, but i would like to say it out... chan kit theung khun makmak. I will. "N" 9 April 2014


" you asked me i request that song, yes." 
可惜没如果- for you 

December end 2014- January 2015 
April 6 2015- April 13 2015

"I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw. I'm scared of what I did, of who I am."
"It's sad not to be loved, but it's much sadder not being able to love."
"Love knows no boundaries."